the music instrument the drums lol

well when it comes to rock music i like to listin to rock music wether its escape the fate ,vanna,bless the fall, paramore, or bring me the horizon they rock i love to listen to these bands and mostly focus on the drums in the song and with something in my hands or my hands i just fallow the drum beat its so fun lol sometimes i wish i had drums so that i can actualy practice my own beats and add lyrics and some guitare and base lol kinda like a rock band lol.

forgiveness among the ones you truly love...

well my dad for the past month has been promising that hes going to see me this week and that week and just excuses excuses and it would make me sad and think he never has time for me or he doesint care about me but inside i truely know he does and suddenly i stopped feeling sad i got up and said he does care becouse at least hes in my life and still calls and asks how i am he does care and now every time he cant see me i say its cool dad dont worry with a smile.i know he works too hard and he needs to make money i understand that he has to work i mean working in a collage being everybodys favorite chef lol he made me a ham burger and wow it tasted great lol so ill always forgive him if we cant hangout (: .

wierd dream

last night i had a dream my lil brother died and my cuzin by a paranormal ghost...now what freaked me out more was when i waked up it was strange my eyes were so red and they were tearing they were burnning. when i looked in the mirror it scared me stiff and ever sice ive been sieng wierd stuff around the house im scared somethings gonna happen u can say whats happening to me is something similar to a movie paranormal activity except they were dreams and sightings and some physical.