pray for plagues

fly... she starts her new diet of liquor and d***! just like holly wood but laced in sick the sun goes down.. and so does she...the sun goes down and so does she... sold out the love that she had left with a cut of the throat drinks all round on her before she strolls to the moat... the sun goes down and so does she.. the sun goes down and so does she!!!... ohh...count...count your fu****! blessings!!! come on! count your blessings cause im counting every lie count your blessings cause im counting every lie...counting every lie.. christ!!! im asking you for just one thing... im asking you for just one thing..eradicate this disease...close your eyes....pray for plagues...oh lord cleans this earth and bring upon our dooms day...ohh...close your eyes pray for plagues...cleans this earth and bring dooms day she starts her new diet of liquor and d*** just like holly wood but laced in sick the sun goes down and so does she the sun goes down and so does she so clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now watch the rivers flow with blood death will stand where life once stood...so clap your hands to the sound of every first born dying now watch the rivers turn to blood death will stand where life once stood so clap your hand to the sound of every first born dying now watch the rivers turn to blood death will stand where life once stood...close your eyes!! pray for plagues!!! cleans this earth....bring...our..dooms day...

Bring me the horizon,
pray for ...plagues

the fire...

In a moment your life can change,
...for best or for the worst.
This is the truth we know,
...This is the truth we know...
...Just hold on,
...and be strong
and take this life into your hands.
...Take this life in your hands
Now that i know...,
ill never,... make the same mistakes again,
im looking on to better days.
Now watch the fire,...burn inside of me
Time and time again,...
..i wont fall
ive taken this life in my hands.
Taken this life, in my hands.
Now that i know,
ill never, make the same mistakes again,
im looking on to better days.
Now watch the fire, burn inside of me
Now watch the fire burn
...Now watch it burn
Inside of me...
Questions and answers will always be the same.
This is the truth and theres no one to blame...
Now watch it burn
Watch it burn...
...Now that i know, i will never make the same mistakes again.
Just on just be strong this is the truth that we all live
Burn
...Dont let this burn..

daddy...

I know you tried...i know you tried so hard to make us happy but i guess the saying things never last forever is true....because i...lost you and i was left...alone when you look at me now its like you dont recognize me. But how could you when you were in that dark place mommy put you in...it hurt me as much as it hurt you when you look at me you smile the things i due amaze you. And in my eyes there not such big,fancy,important things but you cherish me and what i do you give me everything i want and everything i disserve you give me all the love in the world and beleave me when i say you always loved me you never gave up. I feel like youv given me everything and it kills me because ...what have i gave you...you say i dont need to give you anything but in my eyes what i have hidden deep inside my heart ill give you...i think we both have been through alott i dont know what its like to be in jail but in my world when you left it felt like...hell so ill take us somewhere we have never been ...heaven.

life now

Things have finally calmed down i guess somethings good somethings bad but life is life you just have to try and fix all of your problems by yourself ...my mom once told me due good things and good things will happen too you ....so why ...did things fall apart why i dont understand i guess life is just ...life i cant realy understand it just gonna try and make the most of my life till....i die

theres a first time for everything

My step dad is taking me out today actually and i find it kind of weird i guess we dont usualy hangout like just us both. But i would like to try it maybe it will be fun or realy fun im never gonna know till i experience it myself i have a feeling todays gonna be fun but mostly interesting ill get to try something new And it would be good because it will give both of us time to bond i guess some....father son time (:

hopes and dreams

i want to be a pro sk8boarder just surff the pavement feeling the tencion and rush with a freaking smile on my face lol or a cheff why not. My father does it for a living and i noe how to cook im not as good as him never lol mixing foods,flavors, ingridiants, sauces its pretty sick lol or an artist i love drawing alott its awsome feels good to draw something that speaks to you me well id say animals,places,people and more. Another thing i realy wouldint mind bieng in a rock band lol im already taking classes for them maybe i can be all of them or due all of them in the future for all of you out there dont be afraid too fallow your dreams hue knows you might be the next mariah carey,justin bieber the next best tennis player or u.f.c fighter, skater, what ever you wanna be always fallow your dreams and never give up hold on to them... l8r lol