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i live life like ama die tomarrow

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Bottled Water Vs. Tap Water

1. becouse its more cleaner and bottled and cold and stored.
2.its filtered.they through it in a hole and it stays there.
3.stop buying botteled water and protest.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

why.....

its just soo stressfull how i cant find what i want i just get hurt everyday i dont know how much of this i can take i get let down ,hurt,betrayed, i dont know anymore i feel soo bad everyday i can never be happy if there is something caled a good day please god just let me have one i wish i could drift disapear into my own world but sadly i cant i try to i close my eyes and hope that when i open them im somewhere where im happy but i open them and all i see is this place called home but through my eyes.its not a home....its a jail a depressing jail i feel inprisoned like i cant get out i try to get out but i cant it sometimes hurts and te stress makes me panic and its too much to take in i cant breath and i start turnining blue and my heart starts squeezing and i cant breath i cant move when i try too it hurts even more it feels like im dying and i get flash backs of when i was little and happy but as i stare at the cieling i lay on the floor and look at the ceiling and stay currled up trying to take deep breaths to calm my heart down but it helps soo little but i try to relax so i can stay alive but i dont know how much i can take....

Friday, March 5, 2010

mellow

i feel like when i come to school i think hey maybe if i stay chill then the rest of my day will go smooth but it doesint and it gets mest up and just STRESS all this stress builds up and i get exausted like cant i ever have a day where im freaking mellow all day please gosh it sint to much to ask for...

Thursday, March 4, 2010

things ive always wanted to due

1. ive always wanted to skateboard around for one day in a bunny costume and due crazy cool tricks and look funny at the same time lol. 2. play in as a rock singer slash guitarest in a band 3. go snow boarding 4. ride an a.t.v in arkansa without a licenses or no papers if i ge stoped 5. sk8 the world and all the good spots or due that with the nike skateboarding crew. 6. go to a house party and get soo crazy i wake up the next day on the floor not remembering a thing lol '(done that already) lol 7. due crazy stunts and film them 8. jump a mega ramp cant think of any more but theres alott lol some are inapropriate for young viewers soo yea lol.

situations

theres always gonna be problems and problems and from what ive learned if you are sad and depresed or mad and angry honestly the best thing to due is confront that person about it or just fix the problem your self.But bieng sad about it isint right just tlk to them about the problem dont avoide it thats what i did but then i confronted my problems.