missing...you...

We grew up together same birth day, same age, same thoughts things were great it was amazing mostly fun nothing but fun thats all we did just have fun it was impossible to be bored you put the biggest smile on my face you had me lauphing till i was on the floor begging you to stop. Then you would drop next to me and just lauph at me lol it was funny i never lauphed so hard in my life or felt happyer realy i miss those days i miss playing video games with you, i miss lauphing with you, i miss you kicking my butt sometimes. But things happen for a reason i guess, i just wish you never left im proud to call you my brother no one can ever take your place you will always be number 1 in my head your far away but ill always reach you were inseprible...things are okay im fine. I wish you were here though things would be different in every...way i remember when we would race to the top of the hill in central park sometimes you win sometimes i do but strangely enouph we were always tide in everything we couldint be better then one another we were equal. In all honesty when you left you took a piece of me and i took a piece of you thats why im so calm i guess you would always be calm i would be hyper allot now its only sometimes im ok with that though at least i have a piece of you in my heart i love you kevin ...my brother

till then...take care...(crying)

my life

well what can i say .... nothing much to say honestly i ran out of words im breathless, .....well due you realy wanna know how my life is right now...well...i lost allot of things realy my heart, my mind, myself but then became someone better. i think the world is funny my ancestors talk of how you have to be good to go to heaven do good things and good things will happen too you i deffinetly know thats true well both are true realy i just sometimes theres a point in life were it willbring you to your knees you will bleed you will cry. I felt alott of pain in life phisical pain but i just i dont know all i can due is take out each and every knife in my body find the key to the big doors crawling bleeding crying when i find the key ...open the doors and crawl out of that place till im on the grass sun shineng on my face just knowing im ok...

changed my life forever

i was hanging out with my brother fluffy and friends one of my friends took me to there school. The sk8 park was right next to the school it had one ramp, rails , stands, tables it was like 2 basketball courts long it was pretty decent i guess lol my friends were a little scared to try it out but i went for it it was fun i felt the adrenalin it felt good i felt happy for the first time in a long time. I guess i just needed to find something that use to make me happy, relaxed, to get my mind off things it felt good sk8ing i remember what that kid told me in cali when i got off my board with my friends. We just arrived to the park drive in front of wallgreens the kid looked 18 with his friend they were doing kick flips, heel flips ,laser flips, it was crazy. As he fell trying to land a kick flip he sat down with his friend he looked frusterated, hurt,tierd i can see the frustration in his eyes he looked at me and my friends with a tierd angry look and as we walked closer with our boards in our hands he said to me tierd, sweaty, frusterated he said....dont stop sk8ing i said ...what? scared ...motionless. He looked at me with his friend and said it louder ....DONT STOP SK8ING! and suddenly a insperation inside me exploded in my heart i nodded ok....and got on my sk8board and me and my friends sk8ted our hearts out till we got home that day that kid ....thank you that day changed my life forever ...thanks ....


...dont stop skating

face down...

hey girl you know you drive me crazy...

one look puts a rythm in my hand...

still ill never understand why you hang around... i see whats going down.

cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself its not gonna happen again you cry alone and she swears she loves you...

due you feel like a man when you push him around

do you feel better now as he falls to the ground? well ill tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end as your lies crumble down a new life he has found...

a pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence if you wait around forever you will surely drown

i see whats going down... i see the way you go and say your right! again!!! say your right! again!!! heed my lecture!!!

due you feel like a man when you push him around... do you feel better now as he falls to the ground? well ill tell you my friend one day this world going to end as your lies crumble down a new life he has found...

face down in the dirt! he said this doesint hurt!!

he said i finally had enouph!!!

face down in the dirt!

he said this doesint hurt!!

he said i finally had enouph!!!

one day he will tell you that he has had enouph!!!

its come around again due you feel like a man when you push him around due you feel better now

as he falls to the ground? well ill tell you my friend one day this world going to end as your lies crumble down a new life he has found...

due you feel like a man when you push him around due you feel better now!

as he falls to the ground? well ill tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end as your lies crumble down a new life he has found...

face down in the dirt!!!

he said this doesint hurt!!!

he said...

I FINALLY HAD ENOUPH!!!...

nike slavery poem

           sticks and stones will brake our bones...

                                               to work for a living... 

                                                   to hurt...

                                                                 slaves for a shoe company this injustice shall be put to an end only to bring fourth  freedom and democracy.

                                                     smiles, lauphs, beautiful lands no more fear no more tears

                                                                    someone cares enouph to stand up and fight with no fear                        just big hearts for whats right

                                                 

         

                                                                                                                            .... we can only hope 

slavery

1. 1.25$ a day

2. Stessfull hard it was hard to live off 1.25$ a day and they got sick its realy stressfull.

3. They know that what nike companys is doing is wrong and nike doesint want the world to know so they are letting them out and everybody has to neglect them or face consequences most like....death.

behid the swoosh

1. To make a decent living is to afford not to expensive but not to cheap decent like in the middle not too much not too little.

2. My sneakers come from a skate shop in union square called blades there nike sb for skateboarding omar salazar a profecional skateboarder desighned them for skaters like myself.

3. A sweat shop is a place where they make clothing like sweaters and shoes shirts stuff like that.

new moon...

its just hard to explain....i just...
im not the boy i was before ...

....your not the girl... i fell in love with....

...things change bella....

...you changed
...you were right about one thing

...they did want me they didint take me...
... i fallowed them

bella....stay away from me...run and dont look baq
....dont come baq

...just leave
...forget ...me
...please

out going

 Ive been around a couple of times more often its more relaxing honestly. Quite soothing also i guess sports, letting some sweat out really does the trick clears my mind and calms me down soccer, football, skateboarding, handball, soon on winter ill be snow boarding with my brother christopher its gonna be a heck of a winter for us both lol. Just surfing the snow ive never done this before but im not scared at all above everything im stoucked thats excited in skater talk if you didint know lol. I feel like heading for hawaii and surfing the waves i heard its beautiful there i guess im going to have to find out for myself someday.