trouble

so things arent that great at home i did something that i wasent supose to due i got grounded so i cant due anything my mom doesint understand me and i dont think shes ever even tried its so confusing becouse if im not home she misses me but when im home she treats me like nothing and it pisses me off becouse then wats the point of staying with her doesint she see if she keeps treating me like i dont matter all shes gonna have is 2 children shes gonna be alone but she has to stop before things get worse she thinks im not capable of things but shed be amazed of the sins i can due the things that she thought i could never due if she pushes me more im gonna break my patience is gonna break along with my anger i dont want to hurt her i realy dont but she just keeps pushing me i hope shel leave it behind or ill leave her behind.huever reads this dont take it sireous im just getting my anger out its not true.

diary of jane

have you heard this song its sick you should check it out go to dizzler.com and type in the search box breaking benjamin then a list of his songs will pop out click the one that says diary of jane.

ARKANSAS

on christmas we will go to arkansas to see my cusins so we will visit them over there we will celibrate with them it should be fun sieng my cusins again it will be like old times except were older i want to stay with them.

THE DREAMS

Ive been having these wierd dreams for quite a while now and there usualy about family members .dreams about bad things hapining about them its wierd bu ive been having wierd dreams about them and only them some of them are about spending time with them or.like one tome i had a dream about my cusin visiting my house it is wierd i still miss him but these dreams are like me and him connecting spiritualy its wierd i dont know if this is some kind of sign but what ever it is i hope they dont get hurt like they due in my dreams.my mom says that we are going to go to visit them on christmas that should be fun i dont know about my aunt i had a dream that i was in the car with her with her son and she was driving and she was talking in the phone and was driving and i felt a fialing that i get when some things about to happen its wierd its like my soul tells me wats gonna happen next.so my aunt crashes and were in they f d r and sorounded by water and were on this thick bridge my werst fear is falling into swamp water full of anacondas the water was dark green i didint want to look but i did thats when that feeling hit me and i knew that she was going to crash so i gript the handle and waited.she did crash and she was in the tip of the bridge from falling a little more and id drown so i wasent thinking i just went to they other side of they car opened the door and jumpt out ass the car fell i landed on the edge and worked my way up to the bridge from not falling i couldint save them i was so angry.as i stood still i can hear there screams calling my name and asking me to help them when i couldint all becouse of my fear of snakes and water plus i had to save my self there i stood disapointed at my actions i couldove saved them but it was to late.but i still dont know how much more of this sieng my familys die before me is this a test if it is i will save them even if i have to die for them.

christmas

christmas is a memorable day when the little kids get to have gifts by some one called santa clouse but the truth is that there is no santa but if they knew that they would stop looking and fall into darkness and depresion that thier parents lied to him he will start acting up and so on and so on.any way im not expecting a ood christmas i just want my skate board so that i can continue my practicing it will help get things off my back all the feelings i have i can take them out by skate boarding christmas is a so so.its going to be very cold though its gona be hard to stay warm.

if i can go any where and take a family member

if i can go any where id go to arkanses to see my cuzins i would take my little cusin ema and we can through a party my cusins parents wont be there so it will last a long time and were gonna party like if we were in college it will be a night that me and my cusin will never forget for the rest of our lifes we will due a lot of stuff like the movie jack ass then when his parents come back from there vacation we will leave back home.

my life

well my life is not that touph i mean some tims life gets me so deprest that i fee like quiting but some times life can bring surprises i guess its not all that bad there are some up and downs i just have to be ready

obama wins

1.yes for me it means that maybe he can change the world.
2.i hope he changes prices on every thing and stops global warming.




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stolen lap top

1.they would want to becouse maybe they want to use they internet.
2.so they can have soe thing to intertain them selves.
3.they can due stuf in it and us it to due stuf that they want want like get the sonds they like.
1.its shool property.
2.its not urs.
3.it probably cost him a lot of money.

in our own back yard

1.they drop out cus they live far and another reason is becouse they work hard to get money cus there poor
2.they pick up the studints so that they can go to school.
3.show him picyures of were they come from and me doin it.

in our own back yard

learning about migrint and child labor

1.my day is very lame tiyering and dipresing some times it just pissis me off when i think about it i feel like im going to break apart i try ot to think about it i dont have prblems but well to make a long story short it sucks.
2.i do reading math sience teck and sleep mostly.
3.some times i cant even stay awake becouse of how boring it is so i fall sleep as mentiond in paragraph 2.
4.porly god so so a litle bit of both.
5.i worry about how im fast the clock can go till its time to go.
6.no cus its shool i need to work.
7.i would go to los angeles and start a buissness with my cusins over there.
8.by helping there family.