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i live life like ama die tomarrow

Thursday, November 19, 2009

best cuzins

wow my cuzins there awsome i love them like wow there like brothers too me there the best first awsome cuzin is kevin hes funny crazy quiet but dnt get him mad cuz he does no how to fight he almost fought with my cuzin alex not cool but oh well kevins the best then theres trini hes awsome hes calm cool and i look up to him hes my bog brother he has alot of money he works hard and at the end of the day hes calm and cool hes never stressed or mad or anythinhg hes soo awsome i kinda want to be like him even though bieng a players something i dont want to be i dnt treat women like that but hes still awsome.then theres trinis brother miguel hes cool too there both around 18 or 16 i dnt noe lol but hes cool hes mad funny and makes me lauph all the time like hes not funny hes halerious hes soo funny he made me cry lol but hes funny cool and strong like trini but icant tel hues stronger they both have six packs there ripped lol there both cool then there little brother ema hes cool too hes 8 hes funny hes retarded sometimes he does dumb stuff its funny he did party boy to some guy in the street it was funny as heck lol but i love all my brothers there the best i dont noe what id due without them.

Friday, November 13, 2009

fever

aww you have no idea wat im going through right now i have fever it sucksssssss soo badly aww it feels like im in mount everis and im in a steamy spicy mexican soup and im at the top of the mountain and its soo cold but im hott ): it sucks anyways ill try not to pass out in school hopefully i dont get realy hurt ugh k see you later !achu!  lol.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

things are OK

ok soo basically i am ok i dont need to feel down becouse of some people there are always gonna be people in the world that u think there sweet and caring then one day they completely change and bring you down like i dont even no ...... any more i dont realy care but things are gonna be ok with me becouse i dont care about you anymore you can try too bring me down but im not going down your nothing too me at least now your nothing soo leave me alone becouse im happy.

modern warfare 2

lol i got the game haha its home i got the special eddition modern war fare 2!!! yeaaa lol cant wait too go home andplay it once im done playing it ama go online and face everybody that ha s this game.this game is the GAME!! OF!!! THE!! YEAR!! and i have it and in SPECIAL!!! ADDITION!!! im soo hype right now i cant wait too play it lol   (X 

                                published by,
                                                  husky,
                                                        a.k.a shadow  

relationships

well what can i tell you sometimes having a girl friend is bad sometimes its good for me having a girl friend i think its good becouse im the kind of person that wants too care for someone and love someone i want them to return the ove back too love me too make me happy but sometimes that someone can hurt your feelings by saying something thats soo small and makes you soo hurt and sad this has happened too me alot when someone says they love you but the next day she treats you like nothing trash she disapoints you makes you miserable then you wonder why cant things ever go right or why does this always happen too me why due i get hurt by  stupid words that come out of her mouth that are soo inocent and small and hurtfull when my feelings get hurt i just fall apart i cant see right i get soo depressed and i feel like crying and i start too burn up inside and i want too make it go away but i cant and it sucks well guess what happened today the same stuff that i just talked about i got my feelings hurt i dont want this anymore if this person realy cared shed make me feel better talk to me about the problem so we can risolve the problem but sometimes that kind of person the sweet kind so caring person is soo hard too find and if that person keeps hurting me then im sorry but i just dont want too get hurt anymore and i no theres someone else out there that can make me happyer then you ever can soo im sorry but i cant due this anymore when i get hurt i fall apart.

Monday, November 9, 2009

style

well i dont know if you have seen me when i was in 6th grade in p.s 188 but i looked bad realy bad like i would wear baggy clothse it looked soo bad and the thing that bothered me is that i thought i looked good but i didint now i know.Why people would stare at me and look at me all wierd and i would start to wonder why they look at me funny well i found the answer it was the way i dressed and my look my apperance i looked soo bad its not even funny, well it kinda is but whatever lol but then one day my cuzin introduced me to skiney jeans that day i started looking diffrent and going into the style more.Then i cut my hair becouse it looked bad and i used hair gell i threw that stuff away and made my hair short and kinda rockish kinda look and i started buying more clothse that was more into the style i bought skiny jeans and tight t,shirts and stuff that was basically tight and colorfull and casual   and i changed more then i thought i would i changed my look but most surprising i changed myself i went from mest up, bad looking, sad, too ok looking ,calm,happy and i started bieng more nicer too people.surprisingly enough even i started feeling more comfturble in my own body bieng myself bieng someone people can trust being ok ok to hang out with making good friends bieng a good person i changed and i like who ive become im happy bieng myself and i wouldint change for nothing.

Friday, November 6, 2009

huskys

i cant help it i love huskys thiere my favorite dogs there soo kind and smart and evrything about them i love my favorite husky color would be a black and white husky with sky blue eyes i want one soo badly.

christmas

christmas is coming up and i love christmas i like getting free stuff this christmas is going too be awsome i dont no wat it is but when christmas comes around i get this feeling its the christmas spirit i guess it just brings joy and happynes to  me watching the  snow fall from the sky its soo magical too bad santas not real or i dont no if he was real i would love too meet him  but other then that this christmas is gonna be magical i can feel it im going to one of my favorite places ive been here on christmas before and its just a magical place its the manhatten mall i like how they put the huge christmas tree in there i wonder how they got it in there its soo huge it has alot of cool stores im gonna buy my present there is a game stop there im gonna but it there its gonna be awsome (:.