i need you...

I hate growing up honestly i hate being 15 i hate the fact that life is so hard i just want to feel like i did when i was 7 ...FREE!!! i want to feel happy again honestly i due i just want to be happy i want to smile. I want to have something to look forward too when i wake up not wake up to another boring useless day of dreams fading i just hate the agony im always so paranoid i wish someone can come into my life and make it all better i need a best friend i guess nobody can due things on thier own because when i think of a special someone. He can never be replaced ive said it before and ill say it again ...kevin...hes like they only one that can make everything better i miss lauphing i miss him bieng by my side and me by his i miss how he made each and every day the ...best day...of my....life. What kills me the most is that we got separated ...by fate i wish he was still by my side i hate this...all ...kevin...please...come back
....i need you...things are falling apart

Blood diomand 4

Blood diomand 3

blood diomand 2

the rebbels would rape the women and if we buy the diomands were supporting them and the slavery will go on the least we can due is stop for the sake of the children and wifes and the people its not right and all becouse we buy diomands.

words from lead singer of bring me the horizon, oliver sykes,... throw your diomands in the sky!!! well stay ...gold forever..

Blood Diamonds Part 1

you need a doctor baby ...you scared?

Oh my God,
oh my God,
if only he knew,
if only he knew,
if only he knew about the world
without the bullsh*t and the lies.

We could've saved him,
they could've saved me.
But instead I'm here drowning
in my own f***ing! mind,
and I'll be damned if you're the death of me.

Blood and ink stain the walls,
silently with bloodied knuckles, carry on,
hoping it's not too wrong.
You said the nights were far too long!!!.
Honey, it's just the start of it.

Oh my God!,
if only he knew.
Oh my God,
if only he knew,
if only he knew,
if only he knew.
Just stand up and scream,
the tainted clock is counting down.
You gave in to me,
would you say the nights are far too long now?
faster and...faster..
Oh my God,
oh my f****ng God!!!
The tears that stain my cheek
must me look weak,
I wear them proudly, I wear them proud.

Just stand up and scream,
the tainted clock is counting down.
You gave in to me,
would you say the nights are far too long now?
faster and ...faster
Your knife!,
my back!.
My gun!,
your head!.

Your knife!!,
my back!!!.
My gun!!,
your head!!!.

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?
You need a doctor baby,
you scared...?

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?!!!
You need a doctor baby!!!,
you scared!!!, you scared!!!,
you scared, you?!!

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?!!!

You need a doctor baby,
you scared?!!!
You need a doctor baby,
you need a doctor baby,
you scared?!!!

make me feel like i never did...

I want you to make me feel like im they only boy in the world ...like im they only one you will ever love...like your the only one that noes my heart ...like im they only one that could ever love you... Because your they only one that understands.. touch my heart kiss me hold me till im nice and warm just make the cold go away make the problems go away. One kiss will make me feel right thats all it ever took to make me feel like im... alive your love is the key to all my emotions all my feelings all my desires...love me

straining the melody of my voice

i listen and listen to diffrent singers but when i discovered bring me the horizon there was a dream that grew in my heart not only did oliver sykes make some of the best rock music ever heard. He also inspired me to stop giving up to stop crying and just get the f***!!! up off the ground and stand up and scream my pain,tears,fears,everything away...I wanted to express my feelings with music like oli does and now im practicing and practicing and im getting closer to my dream hopefully one day i will be as good as oli sykes...my throat hurts...lol

thank you,
oli sykes

greed

dear thief,

stealing is not the way to go...it never is when you think of what you did due you think of how happy you are to have a new laptop or due you think of the pain you caused to the trust.If you feel guilty,bad,sad that you did it ...thats good it shows you at least feel the pain and care ...Hopefully you will return what does not belong to you and you will be forgiven but if you dont feel anything and your happy with yourself ...then i am truely sorry to say that...your heartless... make the right choice.