someday came suddenly

Its so amazing how im improving in school not saying im not smart its simply just that im trying my hardest now. Its actualy showing it feels so great to have teachers tell me how great im doing in school and how amazing my vocabulary is my personality well it warms my heart thank you all teachers of 188 i realy truely apreciate it you truely made my day i look forward to singing, guitar, photography im glad your making my goals a reality maybe i am changing but im changing in the greatest way i have ever wanted mentally, emotionely

love

...love is when two people have feelings for each other...always bieng there for each other holding each other not letting go no matter what spending time with each other honesty,commitment,love,bieng honest with your feelings bieng there for each other in the darkest times...shedding tears for the one they love never letting go letting them fall leaving them alone trying as much as you can to make her happy no matter what and with a big heart full of love running for them in there need of help no matter the reason just run...as if your life depended on it ...it always did it should holding her tell her its all going to be okay wipe the tears away kiss her gently look her in the eyes kiss her once more keep her warm hold her till they end cherish everyday with her and never...hurt her feelings even if she hurts yours...

me...

As if poetry isint changing me enouph already i cant help but too be more quiet at times its astonishing really its just well ive been through so much lately .

....whats there more to say

And in all honesty what due you really want to here from me you walk up to me asking me questions but really honestly my answers gonna be something short and simple nothing much t say really i guess im just tierd of talking alott i rather due more things then talk. yes im still going to talk to anyone lol im just saying not as much as i use to cuz well thers nothing much to say and actions speak louder then words i cant realy help it well i can but i guess i kinda want this lol its nothing bad just i dont know i guess maturity ,puberty lol that doesint mean im not gonna have a fun side to myself though lol

poems

funny how i changed from one person too a whole other i dont know how or why but i like this side of me but poetry is something im loving its most expresingly of my feelings its amazing how putting my feelings in a rhyming and sensitive joyful story.expressing my feelings is one of the most important things in my life if i bottle them up it leads to something bad so i express them with poetry hopefully people will love them some already due it changed me im more joyful and calm more outgoing ,free maybe even something better but i havent had the time to think about it ive been too busy expressing it.

truths and a lie

This summer i went to arkansa i saw my brother kevin we had a fun time for two and a half weeks we went to the pool,i learned how to drive,met new people ,and hungout with family saying my goodbyes was hard becouse hes they only one i rely on in life ill see you again one day brother.











Home bored i grabbed my skateboard and went outside i skated the streets. It was hot and sunny i practiced tricks and jumped some curves as i sit on my skateboard too rest i wonder about how things in life are and how beautiful life is and how theres much more too life then just ...bieng sad. Then i stop for a second and realize i dont feel like myself i feel diffrent i smile as i grab my board and skate away.













Sometimes things are not what you you think they are or what you beleave they are. To be lied too through out your life ....living a lie its a horrible and painfull feeling something that can hurt someone so deeply its scary becouse you can almost feel it like a knife to the heart ...