vacation

ive been realy stressed out lately and i dont no what too due about it anymore like i have soo many problems right now with my girl friend too much stress i need a vacation sireously i due im so freaking stresses i have some white hairs on the back of my head from the damn stress awwww!!!!! i hate it shes just stressin me and i hate it i need a vacation bottom line if i dont go on a vacation im going to snap im going to loose it i want to go to L.A i no ill relax over there for sure hopefully ill go.....hopefully.

my life right now

well my life right now is good i got my new cell phone thats wats making it good im skateboarding alot nd thats making me realy happy i love skateboarding but ehh still think my life could be way better wayyy better im still trying my hardest to change my behavior and actions and well me im working on bieng nicer to others and caring for others more then me but other than that nothing news not happening yet...

sensitive

well ive noticed that im a little more sensitive i dnt no how or why but the smallest insults could hurt me sometimes but what i dont understand is how i came to be this way its strange before i wasent sensitive but i wasent touph either i was normal but it just bothers me how im sensitive i hate it i get hurt more often and i hate it i hate it soo much i just want to be normal not too sensitive or touph but normal i want to be normal again.

my goals

well i want to be a chef like my dad hes realy good at that and i like cooking too its fun and i want to due grafiti cuz i can draw good and yea i want to explore the world and skate in diffrent places yea i want to be a realy good skateboarder skate boardings one of my top dreams i love skateboarding and it makes me happty when im sad if i can skate like ryan sheckler or rodney mullen i think id be the happyest man alive i love skateboarding lol.

kick flip

place both feet on the board the left one on the bolts of the top of the board with ur foot slightly out and then ur right foot on the tail then bend ur knees straight then pop the tail and slide ur foot out towards the dent on the board and flick then it will cause your board to spin 360 when it starts to spin keep ur feetout of the way until u see the grip tape under you and stom and catch the board and skate away kick flips one of the hardest tricks not the hardest but its difficult and need to ollie good and high if u want to master kick flip me myself can flip the board but i cant land it i struggle with this move alot but practise makes perfect im getting there need more practise.

kick flip

place both feet on the board the left one on the bolts of the top of the board with ur foot slightly out and then ur right foot on the tail then bend ur knees straight then pop the tail and slide ur foot out towards the dent on the board and flick then it will cause your board to spin 360 when it starts to spin keep ur feetout of the way until u see the grip tape under you and stom and catch the board and skate away kick flips one of the hardest tricks not the hardest but its difficult and need to ollie good and high if u want to master kick flip me myself can flip the board but i cant land it i struggle with this move alot but practise makes perfect im getting there need more practise.

ME

well nothing much about me im kind quiet at times im not perfect but then again no one is soo yea im mexican i have brown eyes and i like to skateboard and play soccer i guess and id like to due other sports like skating and snowboarding and bmx i like to due extreme sports i just like them and im not rude or a jerk i can be nice but u have to be nice to me if u want me to be nice to you uhh i stress out alot things with parents, girlfriend problems and i guess everything bothers me i to relax alot wat relaxes me is skateboarding or when its raining to ust sit and watch the rain fall it calms me down the sound of water falling splashing on to the floor sometimes i think too much way too much that i stress my self out alot by tinking and i due it to myself soo its like way? lol but yea places i want to go would be california and arkansas and the rain forests y becouse it rains hard and nature bieng surounded by nature nothing but nature calms me down alot too my life right now is boring i no its always going to be boring sometimes its fun like for 3 minuetes then back too boring i hate my ife its so boring i wish i can do something not fun not crazy but extreme something that would realy put some life in me something that is soo extreme it just takes me out of my life and completely changes it i wish it was like that thats y i skateboard i work out becouse i have too i have a heart condission that if im too unhealthy i catch panicattacks and can cause too death well thats about it lol.

my summer

well cant say much about that lol but well my summer was kinda good at times then it would have sad moments depressing times and why well its ll becouse of her my girl friend she well she made my summer sad and depressing i would wait for her i would try too love her and hope to get love back but she didint give me any instead she ignored me at times she rather spend time with my cuzin then me even when were alone soo it just pisses me off and hurts me bad but ehh once school strted things changed i havent talked to her ive ignored her calls every time when things are ok she ignores me and stuff but when things are bad between me and her she magically loves me and stuff so im like well i want too be loved and she only loves me when we fight wat the heck is that seriously whats wrong with her gosh she just doesint get me understands me or i dont no not talking to hers cool with me becouse i feel better im spending more time with my friends and im having fun and im enjoying life my life for once in a life time so yeah to brake it down my summer was realy crappy becouse of her i dont think hers was but hey i dont care ama be happy due my work and try my hardest next summer is gonna be a good one well lets hope it will.