rainy days

i realy dont care if its rain or snow but the feeling of some thing falling from the sky makes me feel good inside its like sudenly im calm and all that worry and bad energy just faints away what is it about rainy or snowy days that calms me down its wierd i wish i knew what it was so that i can use it for me to relax when im going insane with crazyness im not crazy i just get a little angry and upset some times but i dont now wat it is that makes me so calm i guess god just gives me a break ones a while he and i know that im triying to due good in life well its raining hale and im calm so im just gonna be okay through all day.