shadow

shadow is my side that i had 2 leave to be the person i am now i feel thinck better and am nicer.shadows the opisete of everything i want to be hes bad hes such a bad person and to thinck im the one to put him away it took al who i am to put him away lock him up inside me to tell u the truth i havent had a fight in five years thats a long time yesterday something happend they made me mad i tried to control my self very very much but she broke me i snaped and pushed her down the stairs in that moment i felt him inside he is awake i still feel the same but when i get mad i show to be more agresive in that moment when i pushed her i started shacking and i felt hyp my stomach hurt and my eyes turned red and heart was pumping fast i can feel him taking over my mind he wanted to hurt her so bad just the thought of making someone cry was like music to my ears but nothing felt better but to hurt her the sound of her getting hurt the blood the crys the beging just makes it so good its like a drug i cant get enouph of it hopefully hes locked up and not floating around me today one of my class mates wouldint open the door and i got mad that i punched the window it felt goog it was just a taste tho i wanted more but there was no reson to get all crazy even tho i wanted to so badly hopefully i dont loose myself to him i call him shadow cuz he is.