everything right now

well everything right now is going great things are okay but i cant help but to notice or wonder that why cant my life be a little bit more exciting then it is boring and normal i want something more fun in my life like well i kinda was having something in mind like hanging out with friends after school even though i already do that like i want to go skateboard or to go see stores well nobody is stooping me from doing these things its just that.its this area i live in its so depressing like i want to live somewhere where i can go out side hangout without me being afraid of getting stab to death or something like that like seriously like cant i live in a better naighborhood well i don't know but im leaving to california becouse its perfect over there its the perfect place for me to be happy in i have a great naighborhood and every,things great its always sunny over there its great (: but i need to pass this grade to go so im going to try my heart out so i can be happy becouse nothing comes easy you either have to work hard for it or your just lucky well i kinda am lucky but this time i have to try hard and i will...